i am .......I .....WHO keep on thinking here and there .....on this or on that ...kabhi aise kabhi waise . just keep on thinking so once i had a chance to think about loneliness people suffer from who were earlier crowded were or searching lonliness for relaxation . now they curse it ...as it sticking to them like a glue .
to be true i felt .....it is the most difficult one can go thru his or her life ..and especially for them who have tasted the flavour of company n crowd.
although i myself was not feeling the kind of lonliness i was observing ........as i had...things to keep my mind occupied .
i was at my relative s place , there i saw an old man .....dada ji who that house . he was the owner of the house and was staying downstairs .he used to come to them every morning for breakfast , afternoon for lunch , and evening for dinner .
he was in his late 80 s . but he was sound to do up and down on stairs on his own .:-) so great of him .i used to observe a kind of calmness an d lonliness in his eyes , he used to be there for some time saying nothing to any one apart from asking for food .his counterpart and the life companaion had left me in between the journey ,n he was travelling alone .I felt ......and asked ,,how he was in his earlier life ...he gave me a busy man picture of his olden times...which was telling me see "what i am missing now" . like no aims , no responsibiltes , no wait , no fights no conversations ,no shouting no work .
as if now no one is there to ask this question ......o ji .....how was ur day today ?.......what all u did today . and a non stop zhig zhig .
u know what i felt ...............................whatever we ignore today . we feel fed up of , we a tired of doing ,we feel irritate to repeat .....WE tend to miss that ......in future .
and then nothing can bring back those past days and hrs months ......anything .
i felt ......to be continued
